Food 4 TOt

After reading Gs's blog.. it rang some bells.. since i couldnt slp(slot too much earlier this afternoon). i guess i shall write some comments abt wad he wrote

Gs wrote:

Caring about others suck. No one gives a shit whether you care about them anot. They probably didn't even notice your puny existence on the face of this Earth.

You care about them/give advice/try to help --> they dun give a shit --> you get hurt in the end and no one cares

Why?Cos whatever you say won't affect them anyway. You give them advice, they go on with their shit and they get themselves in a mess. It's like being stuck in a rocket set to launch into the sun, then u ask the person dun press the launch button. But that person ignored you and pressed it anyway. Cos he/she doesn't care u burn in the sun or not.

Why care about them when they don't care about you? It happens all the time, they don't care about ur insignificant existence, they leave you to rot and wish u never came to irritate them in their life. They want you out of their life, they want to be with their old friends(nt saying being with old frenz is wrong, but u should also embrace new ones).

Maybe it's just human nature. YOu don't like that person, you don't care about him/her. You treat that person as an ordinary friend, you only care when needed to. You like(as in REALLY like that kind) that person, then you will care about him/her. BUt probably 90% of the time the person wont care about you.

THe friends in this world. YOu never know who are the people who really live an honest life with no skeletons in their closet. You never know who wear masks and just act happy when they actually perceive their life to be crap. The best people are those who show that they are sad when they are, show they are pissed when they are, and show that they want to chokeslam you when they want to do it. Everyone's stuck in their own world, not divulging too much about themselves so that they won't get hurt/backstabbed/any other crap. Everything you see with your eyes is just a scratch on the surface. Listen to the world with your heart, and you will hear piercing screams, people sobbing uncontrollably, sighing, cries for help, chaos, self-directed questions, depressing thoughts.

Everyone gets sick with this world, but we'll just have to live with it. Like it or not.

To Be honest. Every1 are afriad of getting hurt/backstabbed/any other crap. Some put out a strong front. The stronger they appeared to be physically, de more dey have concealed their true identity behind themselves. Meaning, de weaker dey are. Some let their emotions loose.(perhaps thats wad GS hopes every1 will do). But and again. whu knows if these are REAL emotions. Some ppl are especially good at doing such stuffs. Treat u Nicely.. tell u stuffs infront of u. and guess wad?? dey are de ones who are backstabbing u all along.

People felt how u feel bcos they dun understand these people arnd themselves. U will never know if tat ugly bastard tat u've just met 2 days ago is really telling de truth even if she were to say tat she's actually a guy in diguise.. perhaps its JC life tat made us feel tat the people in this world are so hard to get close to. As in not physically.. u know wad i mean.. To get deeper. they seems to be wearing masks so thick tat it seems tat we can never see their true faces. In cat high. Life used to be So calm, u can lie in de canteen, on the track without fearing of being stepped on.. i dun mean literally but its lyk, u can never let ur guard down in JC. Ppl arnd are all so fake. But and again. when will u ever know if u can completely understood someone?? The answer is unknown. To be truthful. u can never fully understand a person.

Den whu to care abt?? its easy.. heard of once bitten twice shy? ITs thru experience that tells us WHU to care and WHU not to care abt. I really hated de feeling when someone treated u as garbage though u really tried to make a difference in their lives. i tot the purpose of life to make every1s day?? BUT why are these bastards treating u fer granted?? so fer those whu treated my lyk tat.. Fat hope tat i'll be treatin u the same way again. BUT and again.. Whu are the ones whu will probably do such things to u?? People whu dun understand u at all.. and vice versa.HOwever its hard to tell how much some1 value u. U may treat this person as a grade 1 fren. BUT is that wad he or she feel towards u? So when u tot u've known this guy well and U tot de reverse is also true, u try to care more for this particular tootman. BUt when the truth turns out to be the other way rnd, de person whu gets hurt in the end is still u..

If this happened to be a GP topic.. i guess i'd have failed it terribly.. partly becos of the way i tried to comprehend it. but i guess de real reason is becos, u can never come to a conclusion, it would have been even harder if u tried to sit on de fence. felt so apologetic if u happened to be conjuring with all de crap ive wrote

Issues regarding frens and whu to care abt???? i choose to believe my eyes.