aH i Hope no one's gonna read this.

Strangely i feel as tho im lyk compiling tonnes of mistakes and failures year by year.. Each event getting worst and worst. Perhaps in future if someone were 2 ask me for my hobby, i can proudly tell him that it's to fail.

Whaahaa.. wads wrong with me. Things will always get cocked-up on the day im supposed to do my best. Sometimes i really wonder if there's really a parallel world where all things in that place will happen exactly the opposite of how it has turned out in our world....

I guess i must have been a extremely successful person over there.

Sigh oh well.. ITS FINALLY OVER all i can say. Such a personal disappointment. Such a personal failure.

And i tell u yes im depressed till such an extend i think i can never forgive myself.

Wad a loser.. must be my father's fault.. let me inherit such a lousy bloodline....

WAHAHa im actually insulting my entire pedigree.

Or perhaps it's my blasphemy to god that had cause such events to all retribute on me..