The First begins tmr.

Right. Full of Mass media, Globalisation and technoscience. I cant stop them from replicating in my mind. Their echos are driving me crazy. Well. At least i can say that im more well informed compared to previously.

Right. Went into class(econs) with a sad/tired face. Wadeva u call it.(BTW i think my face looks lyk tat. i cant help but say tat its not my fault to look lyk tat. My mum gave me this face) The truth is, im not sad, neither am i tired. And the reason isnt abt JOcelyn not being in class. Im just disappointed. Of myself rather. 65 days and counting to the "Grand Judgement", i'll call it, yet im allowing each and every minute to leak away lyk tat of a cracked hourglass. Why is this happening to me.

I see tonnes of ppl catching up. At first,I had a vast headstart. Some of which I met eye to eye. Continuously i knew that im gonna throw them all behind once im released from the shackles of my CCA. However, now, i see them progress even closer. I maybe having illusions, but for sure, if this pertetual shagginess persist, i may jollywell find myself trailing behind nobody. I cant no longer kip up.

Once a mighty warrior, Now a useless heap.

NO.

Tat will never be the case. Thanks to my pride i will never allow anyone of them to touch me. Not in innova.