Is it really a waste of time to hold on to the dreams and hopes that do not belong to u? ANd also is it true that it is destined that u will never get somethings even tho u longed to have dem?

Strangely my the things that happened arnd me has made me come to realise how much i actually have.. and wad i actually dun. As for the things i have, i tried my best to throw dem away. Yet as for those tat i dun not poccess, i dream of owning it. Ironic huh. Perhaps it;s just "normal" to take things for granted.

Feeling as empty as before, now i doubt wad can ever cure me. Maybe i shld just get myself busy over many things. So i wun have the time to think of such crap. wahha.. woah. Perhaps im really having too much time slacking.. shld get to work soon..

How i hoped Life can be lyk a deal where u know.. The LAW OF EQUIVILANT EXCHANGE holds.. But its hard to deny that sacrifices can be made with nothing to get in return. oh well.. thats de world we live in~