How "mB" is the MB u have seen in JC.....during the past 10mths

"Gosh" Just a few more girls in my life. A bit more stress In my life.. A slight more of commitments in my life have made myself forgot whu i truely am.

But i guess im really starting to find back whu i truely am. Im such a slow adapter. I still remember myself saying "everyone arnd me has changed such tat i couldnt adapt well enuf." I used to blame My GOOD frens arnd me for my plight. I soon come to realise, it was me whu was truely abnormal. I apologise.

All i can say, is tat im lyk a monster in frenzy. Unable to hold on to my own emotions. I got read by the ppl arnd. Instead of reading them.

Now i feel as tho i've finally awaken totally from my 1203981209381203yrs of torpor. The world seems lyk a fun place to live in. So much for the joy and anger i'll get to see in it.....

Live is good.. cos i know now. it is in my control..