Time flies.. It's alreadi 1week since i casted u aside.

My saturday looked exactly the same as the previous one. Studied, ith the same person. Yet i was happy to be able to. Its hard to get such an opportunity. We're supposed to be close, but there seems to be a vast distance between the both of us whenever we're tgt. Thats strange.

I wonder how she feels.

Something's happening to me. I got v agitated yesterday during PE. I wonder why. I looked at the lack of coordination in my fresbie team. I looked at the way my team played. I got damn pissed. Although i was fully aware that i wasnt much of a superb player too. But.. this is different. The usual me.. will take it lightly.. Com;n its just a game.. who caress whu wins or loses. Yet, i wanted to thrash the hell out of every1 yesterday, yet i was unable to. I was disappointed. I wonder wad sparked me off for that.

Stressed? how could it be. Andrew used to say that i misjudged my own abilities. Perhaps im really such a person.. apart from the things i used to joke in class, abt how good i am and how i could have thrashed my various subject teachers. I felt i;ve existed to PERFECT things, yet im always not performing. Is it true that i sucked or am i really underperforming?