Im contented. Its such a wonderful and well-lived day.

Tanks juliana and aaron for coming up with such an superb idea. I owe u guys 1 for coming up with a grp blog. Afterall, we're buddies!

Managed to see her finally , after allowing my feelings to hide in myself for so long. I broke down, in the end. Yet i know i'll be back up strong once again.

"i cried, perhaps i really couldnt accept it yet"

I feared and trembled as i walked towards her. A strange kind of feeling confronted me as i advanced forward. A sense of denial i guess....

She's living so happily in my dreams such tat i almost mistaken it for reality. i wonder wad i shld do.

As i wondered is that the book ive been looking for eva since the beginning?

I guess i tried too hard trying to grasp reality from my dreams...