shhh.. keep the volume down and listen.. Wad do u hear?

I hear the cries of a million man, galloping of a thousand houses and the drums of war. I hear thunder. As A levels approaches. The dawn of war is soon upon us..

haha its probably getting boring to even read thru any one of our blogs. A levels, lousy prelim results, im gonna fail and die.. blah blah.. this and that.. U get the idea.

But(unfortunately) infact this very true. Let me see. Just another 24days.... oh correction, its pass midnight now.. so.. 23days before the first paper. There is no way someone's gonna tell u that he managed to lvl his warlock or get some super rare and unique item from his game. (maybe there are ppl who really do.. i wonder who)

Right talk abt myself. And my plan. Essentially, i have onlie 1 more week to catch up to where i shld have been. As in u know.. the standard i shld have been, given so much time in the past(after races ofcos) in which i ought to have utilitised to reach my potential. right now im nothing but an underperforming piece of.. rock.

And again, its time to have a.. PARADIGM shift in my perception. Ha. im good(i hope at least). BUT not good enuf. i dun think i can ever acheive 3 distinctions with my own prowess alone. I need people who are better to help me. But and again are there ani in my class? perhaps there are. Yet they are probably trying to do wad im doing too... Who will be willing to help if he(generic) himself requires aid(S) tat badly??

Time to look beyond the class, says my second voice(it has always existed in me. I think i have duo personalities). Alright. I've seen many potential beings who can help me. Yet again my ego holds myself back to seek help.

Who cares abt the pride and shit aniway. If u can get 3As with someone helping u or (even better) without anione helping u, wad differences is it going to make? U got 3As aniway..

Right. I need help. Im willing to seek, but is there anione who is willing to aid?