i wonder if i shld slp... its 2.30am in the morning and there's still abt 2 hrs to go b4 my show is aired.. I can slp but risk missing the replay.. Zzzz.. wad shld i do~

wahaha MB you are a fool to have even wasted your time on those Crap.

Thanks joce. U know why. If not for u i wudnt have been able to see things tat clear. I have an answer. It will be a regret. but somehow i know im not required animore~ and of cos. i'll take my rightful role lyk a visage of a vox populi, to become vancant and vanished.

To who it may concern. Im gonna check out of your life competely, lyk wad u have once jokingly asked me to. Unfortunately this time is for real. There're simply better people out there tat deserves me unlyk u.

Good bye.

aniways. you really have to choose your buddies u see. It's good to have friendships. And its better to see them crumble infront of your own eyes. Not tat im a sadist. but the process is perfect, and intriguing. The forms of emotion u may feel; Pain, Hurt. It consolidates into something Warm after you have truely found a conclusion. to your doubts.

Well I guess you'll just be one of my.. many collections of time. And so when i look in retrospect in future, i'll know thatyou were once my potential buddy and maybe, when i see you i may give an amicable smile and say hi??

For now u are nothing more but my classmate.