My dear FREN. PLease understand my predicament. i cant PLAY animore.

Block test in 1 weeks time
Nationals in 1 mths time

If there's 25hrs in 1 day i wud have gratefully spend tat extra 1 hr entertaining u

Im tired. Wad supposed to be an easy training turned out to kill us all. I really tot it was just easy run..

Sigh. Had a haircut finally.
I had sudden spasms when i was cutting my hair. I bet the salon auntie tot tat i was crazy... Im simply too exhuasted..

When is this kind of life gonna end.. yawns..

Dying is easy huh..
YOU who have gone thru it understands best. BUT have u considered the pain u will have to put those who remained thru?

LIFE isnt easy man.
Its just lyk doing Cross Country Racing. The terrain no doubt.. Will be ragged. At any pt of the race you may just feel lyk dropping out, concluding the race with a "DNF" remark. Yet have u eva told urself, IF i were to GIVE UP NOW, WHY BOTHER RACING(LIVING) even at the first place??

Since u have no say in whether to get urself born into this world or not. U'll have to Finish the race no matter wad happens. It just take that extra PUSH.. tat extra clinch of the fist to make ur race perfect. A pefect PB...

PLease.. GET CONTROL OVER UR RACE. DUN let your mood, the weather, or wadevashit determine the outcome.

Lets Endure thru.

haa.. i feel nothing else but exhuation. I need a water break...