A couple of years back, when i was working in this library in my district, i managed to spot this beautifully decorated book. Well perhaps i was too busy with my own committments, i failed to pick it up to read.

not long after, I left the library in hope to find a better pay. Much to my surprise, that book turned out to be a award winning best seller. Oh well. I began my search for the book ever since, inhope that i can even have a chance to glance at it once again.

Now finally, the book i;ve been anticipated for so many years is in reach. Yet it is so close Yet still so far. Its fabulous cover made me fell even more deeply in love with it. Given the luck, i was able to peep into the contents of the book. Yet i was dumbfounded by the alienating words and sentences. I tried to squint even harder, inhope to decode these terms. Instead, i got even more confused and mystified.

i've decided to put aside the book, "My caliber isnt high enuf"," the time is still not right" i believed. dumbfounded i may be still, yet my love for the book remains.

wah gosh.. i guess God really loves to play pranks on ppl.

My dad was talkin abt this the other day too. He was driving me to skool that day and i was running late. yet there was so much traffic. He was lyk going. " when u're not rushing for time, the road is so free of cars. and now, its so packed"

Well perhaps i shld reiterate his pt and reinforce it further. God loves to play prank on my life. wahaa. wadeva others may think thats how i felt.

So many things to support my pt. BGR and stuffs. but better nto reveal too much. i guess its fun being a scorpio afterall. Secretive and stuffs.. just lyk a bakwa. u wun know its nice until u put it into ur mouth.

Anways. benig Sick is not fun at all. plain porriage + no games. Even studies. All u do is slp slp slp. Just by looking this blardie screen makes my head spin. wtH!!!!!

Green and related. wahha guess i;ve figured it out. just yet to try if my hypothesis is right.

Gundam Seed Destiny do have really nice songs. Aniways just hope Box 2 can be out soon.

0,0 is the face i'll give for today. CAnt really remember wad exactly remembered earlier today. So boring. Cant even get myself back to the table to do chinese.

TOld myself, ok 9 oclock to start. And now im still blogging.

Yawns.. oh its 22oct. Happy bday KEYNES. tho im sure u wun see this. i've been thinking if i shld msg him just to acknowledge. But it seems so gay and unlikely to do something lyk tat 2 a guy. perhaps i shld just come up with somehting stupid again...

let me see.. wad abt msging him at 12.01am sayin SHIT MISSED BY JUST A MOMENT HAPPY BLATED BDAY?

HOw lame can i get.. goshh SIenSS ahh..

Wanted to play tennis earlier this morning. Guess wad the courts are BOOKED by dunno whu. I wonder why. whenever i wanna do something real badly, things lyk this have to happen. In retrospect, i can mention all of such incidents. When i got my game boy, my PS2... and now recently, my NANO.. Thats not all. When i wanna play BDadminton when i was young, it rained. Now no rain. but no courts. I chase ger, she end up saying she;s not straight.(not real of cos)

Sometimes i really wonder if im cursed of ill luck. OF cos im not saying just becos of all these things tat have happened to me so im refering myself as a super unlucky guy. hmmm i wonder if its just a trade off cos i have such a wonderful family. well not missnig those crazy frens of mine.

Here comes the law of equivilant exchange again. wahhaa but such things are really hard to say. Ultimately the law onli applies to a certain extent.

To think that i actually got enlightened by a.... Well afterall she's still an adult. tanks tho u may not hear this.

Thought that it is a good idea to make this reference. Just lyk econs, in life u'll need to draw links here and there in a flexible manner. Or shld i say just lyk life, u'll need to link all the stuffs up in econs lyk satay.

Henyways, i was abt to fall aslp, after getting my WR done. But and again, i recalled of some chinese stuffs to complete. The usual me--- WHO GIVES A DAMN ABT CHINESE. But somehow this thought came to my mine today. "If u can link Chinese work to commitments, wad will u do?" Den i started thinking abt the meaning of the word "Commitment." Well i guess its kinda lyk coming to skool huh. or going for training, fulfilling my job as a captain and stuffs. U cant just say that u're tired So HECK AHhh... DUN GO TO SKOOL. Well similarly i applied Chinese Work into the same context, It really sent me off to finish it at once.

One more pt, ARROWING to someone whu loves to make sacarstic comments during lectures, THO u may mean us well. I guess i dun really have to care abt wad u wrote in my scripts. Ultimately u are refering to the "MINGBANG" who existed when u are still marking my script. Update urself.

But and again. there's no such thing as a LATEST version of "MINGBANG"(perhaps LATEST Just a MOMENT AGO huh) so.. i wonder wad other comments can u make that MAY be accurate. wahhaa.. Try me and i'll prove u wrong the next moment.

Its Over...

Celebrating will almost seem so ironical. Celebrate, be happy, just to know that u've gotten back to square one. And the Cycle always repeats itself. HOw Boring.

Just when i tot Exams are over and i can finally be liberated from studying. As i ponder, i wonder wad shld i do now? Suddenly there is this tinch of emptiness felt in my heart, as tho i've just lost my way.

That really tells how boring a person i am. Maybe i've really overlooked the role of a student. "Other than studying, there's nothing else". Gosh! but come to think abt it. Ive always been such a person i guess, trying hard to do wadeva i shld do well.

But sadly, i seldom get the outcome i've always wanted. Reason: the dark side of me that tells me to slack off.

WooTs. But well den. Since Im supposed to Relax and enjoy this Short moment of peace, i must as well get it done well too loLs...

I think i better quit skool and go set up some mama stall below my house. Learn from those ah nehs. Small yet viable. Hehe.. EOS sia.

Study so hard for wad. In the end the result is so similar to not studying.. Pui. Maybe next time i'll try not study. Perhaps i can score better.

Scully if i dun study A levels come out wah, straight dintinctions. Hmm.. The result i'll get is inversely proportional to the amt i study. Serious. i dun study i top class. I study.. end up failing.

kns.. can some doctor explain this phenomenon?

Sigh.. wadeva la.. since i;ve alreadi studied until such an extent, i guess i'll just carry on with more intensive physics. Besides if i dun study i wonder wad other excuses can i give to allow time to pass.

Cheers regardless of the results i still love myself(quoted from Keynes, edited by me) Henyways de most get retain onli. wahaha.. maybe its time to consider the benefits of gettin retained...

"Ur Wife will be so fortunate to have such a committed husband next time.."

oh well

Wad the hell am i doing up this late? im supposed to be slping.. getting ready for GP paper tmr

Faked many excuses for not handing up WR... aiya MR PANG u pah jiao la.. I got send u.. the truth is... actually dun have.. awahaHAHa.. i dunno how to send him tat sloppy piece of work. Wanted to edit it.. but the moment i tot of doin the entire thing alone.. it kinda siens me out... wuDUHELLl~~~

Gosh how. i seemed to be spending my time with many weird ppl nowadays.. i wonder why.
Getting v weird myself also.. GS and pooh must help me TUO1 LI2 KU2 HAI3. Drag me out of BITTER sea. wahhaa..

OH remember. my bday coming. Make SURE U TREAT ME BF2 UNTIL SHOP CLOSE DOWN... U SAY 1 AH

I'll get v stressed whenever someone asks me who i lyk... goosebumps will appear whenever i tried to answer the qn. THe answer is terrifying even 2 myself. Cos..... She is G.......

whahaa i'll be stuck. Hope my future employer dun ask such a qn during my interview.

But henyways. I managed to DL Zillions of songs overnight. Cracking my brain juice tryin hard to recall all the EAR candies wahhaa.. u have eye candy. So there must be a EAR candy too right?

IF gs reads this, he will definately think abt "SKIN candy".. wad shld i say.. pleasure upon touch?? wahhahAHAa

I haveta earn lots of money next time. So i can live an easy life...

Aiya why so Stress.. Relak la MB.. somehow things will turn out fine. Somehow hHEEe..

SMile Smile.

Promos is just a peice of banana skin below ur feet. dun step on it the wrong way can le.

Tell u whyyy..

when u are cornering. Try using a banana skin. it'll give u the extra slide. Perhaps u can enter fast and exit the hairpin faster..

But if u happen to step on it at a wrong angle.. ur car may topple..

get wad i mean???

Cool anology huh.. FYI i wrote it out of bordom.. and i just typed wadeva came to my mine as i write now.

BYEBYE econs rock depending the level of suckyness u deemed it to be. So in the end it still sucks. So u see la.. To rock and to Suck is just a thin line apart. So.. u know la.. when u suck u can rock too. so inthe end whu rock and whu suck?

How "mB" is the MB u have seen in JC.....during the past 10mths

"Gosh" Just a few more girls in my life. A bit more stress In my life.. A slight more of commitments in my life have made myself forgot whu i truely am.

But i guess im really starting to find back whu i truely am. Im such a slow adapter. I still remember myself saying "everyone arnd me has changed such tat i couldnt adapt well enuf." I used to blame My GOOD frens arnd me for my plight. I soon come to realise, it was me whu was truely abnormal. I apologise.

All i can say, is tat im lyk a monster in frenzy. Unable to hold on to my own emotions. I got read by the ppl arnd. Instead of reading them.

Now i feel as tho i've finally awaken totally from my 1203981209381203yrs of torpor. The world seems lyk a fun place to live in. So much for the joy and anger i'll get to see in it.....

Live is good.. cos i know now. it is in my control..