Thursday, June 22, 2006

Body IMpressive, Brains Optional..

ahhaa nah just some comments after i chanced upon someone's blog. haha
But come to think abt it.. Body impressive. Its a highly subjected comment. Tho Brains Optional is definately object.

aha wad shld i do with my time now.. loL.. There's still an hr and half to the match. Zzzz.. Studying is such a borrish chore to do. well initially it looked kinda fun.. cos u dun know anithing abt it.. but after u've known dem all.. looking thru dem again simply sucks

Oh well i cant say ive perfected dem. Well at least i think i've seen all of them b4.. Dem.. as in the chapters NOOB. loLSssssssss.

Monday, June 19, 2006

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

Being impulsive and irritable, your desires and needs are paramount. You do things with insufficient thought - with little regard to the consequences that may follow. As a consequence of this attitude, you may be experiencing stress and conflict.There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.Recent disappointment has led you to become truly introverted.

You are becoming suspicious of everybody and consequently you now feel that you are unable to trust anybody. Unfortunately it would appear that you are curbing your natural enthusiasm and imaginative nature - perhaps this is because you are fearful that you may become over enthused and find that you could possibly be carried away by wishful thinking. You are keeping your distance to see whether attitudes towards you are sincere - but this watchfulness could easily develop into suspicion and distrust.You are being very dogmatic, insisting that there is to be absolutely no equivocation whatsoever about your achievements and accomplishments.

Some Element of truth here.. haaa

I dreamt tat i was in university and i was asking my prof if he knew how a drift car works..

Den he brought me to a spin in his car (a S13 i think) ahaha.. can faintly remember the green car with afterstock round taillights tat looks lyk a GTR's... lOL

I wonder wad i;ve been thinking even as i slp..

Had fun going sideways.. at least it felt real..

Zzzz enuf dreaming.. back to physicsmixedwithmathandecons... Im gettin myself entertained with random maths and econs qns when i get sick of physics loL im nuts

Sunday, June 18, 2006

why do i talk abt u to whoever's present. be it close or even acquaintances whenever i think about u? WHY? i question myself. Because its cool to lose u? Or am i asking for more attention from these ppl?

or is it becos i cant get over you

Time flies i must say. 1 year has passed. Well almost. But everything seems to happen lyk yesterday.

Wad can i do?

I did 2.07 flat today. Are there anichances that u may be looking at how i ran? Please tell me abt it.. my coach told me its ok.. FULLSTOP. haha tho i didnt really break my pB.. (i did la by 0.43secs)

Missing my Moviemate. Shopping mate. Chatting mate. Confident. Buddy. And more

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

In the past i used to hope very much that someone will read wad i write here...

Hahh finally back from my camp. literally. My camp. It was planned out single handedly all by myself.. impressive huh. Nahh not really. Its simple and short actually. And that is exactly how a training camp is supposed to be. Yet i was utterly marked down mercilessly by our dear sir Eric wong. ahhh And so as he goes comparing how i planned the camp with the Soccer(ya and u shld get the race) Boys. How the M.. Soccer boys managed to issue roles to different members and having a "Camp Motive" writen out in black and white.

ha come to think abt it how insensative DEAR coach has been to me. first the soccer boys are in J1. they can offord all the time dey have in their lifes(probably due to their race) to plan for a camp that lasts for a prestigious 2 day and 1 night CAMP. Sacarsm felt btw. Second they had the entire team to do it tgt. I HAD TO DO IT ALONE.. WTF. Third, they are M... alright count tat point out. yayaya and he continued on how much organisation i'd need by writing the schedule out.. OH and BTW when it doesnt even fit half of the page. At the first place i've alreadi planned out the various activities at which the time slots and this info have been long disseminated to all campers..

HAhaa after all the jargon(well at least thats how i felt) he gave, he said," BUT MR KOH CANCELLED THE SOCCER CAMP IN THE END as only 10 wanted to go" whaha COOL. after all that hard work. wad an irony.. and my camp turned out kinda successfully.. well at least nothing bad cocked up.. (Counting the Security alarm thingy aside..)

And im shld be feeling exhuasted. I SHLD BE.. and NO. I MUST BE. haha reached back and took a 2hr nap b4 i continued with work. Had another session with my apprentice.. and tada.. Physics again. NOw its kinda early in the morning.. 2am i mean. and come to tink abt it.. 12 hrs ago im still studing in school while the others are either slping or crapping away after nights out. i havent been slping much.. Syet omehow im not exactly tired..

Lets see how much fortitude can this human body take.. b4 it finally breaks asunder..

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Returnable memories... my nostalgic past..

aniway its been a long time since i felt lyk this. being able to sit right infront of this squarish screen, typing wad i want to say. relaxed and secured.. Somehow studying made me real anxious probably becos there's not much time left till As now.. but i guess there's no harm taking 5mins of break from all the studying for this little revelation session.

Enuf with all the verbose..

If u havent already gotten ur hands on the latest issue of Hotstuffs. Let me tell u this. DUN. Well its not the content actually but rahter.. the cover. Haa i wudnt mind if u were to rip off the front page while u continue the indulge in the world of roaring engines and blow-off valves. Just when i tot i can get a car magazine without any cover girls. Now they're beginning this trend... Hey com'n, im not saying having a cover girl is bad, but at least find someone decent to pose right?? Oh well come to think abt it, its rather difficult tho.. haha Singapore Models?? NAh.. how good can they get?? Local Proverbial old school style of Bimbo modelling.. ahha. sorry but im being cynical rather den sexist here..

aniway.. im rather amazed and... perbably happy tho with the change in layout.. hah more insights and information to feed my eva hungry curiousity for cars..

Oh well, i shld say that thats the only thing i can comment abt up to now. i really wonder if studying for the prelims will do ani good for my grades aniway.. dun study get this kind of grades.. study also get same grades.. Yawns.. wrong way of studying u may say.. probably..

and ya. i;ve gotta meet out with some assclown tmr for breakfast.. somehow i must really learn how to mean and start rejecting others.. Even if i wan to be nice, sometimes it just dun pay.. wahhaa.. but come to think abt it i havent been seeing her for a long time.. i wonder how she looks lyk now.. I'll find out tmr~

Aniway there;s only 2 weeks left before a new term begins. woah tats half a year more b4 i can kiss everyone in IJC goodbye.. i must say u guys SUCK. ahhaa. i dun care if aniones gonna read this but i seriously think tat way.. Well maybe some lucky souls whom i consider... worthy enough can be left aside. But probably i wun stay in contact with u guys aniway. unless u are to make the initiative to do so. Its good to stay cool and oblivious, i feel, sometimes..

Oh well.. just wack thru the remaining days and yea.. 2 years of BREAK in NS.. HERE I COME~~