So much for all the wans and donts. I've extended my date of retirement further.. OH well.. We qualified for the 4 4 finals.. i think my team's kinda happy. Not for me tho. Im normal.

Did a 2.05 today. Not exactly fast in terms of national standard but it seemed to be a huge milestone to me. 7th position overall. Fulfilled my goal to become top 8 in the country. Yet the truth still lies ahead. I would have been 9th if not for some unlucky soul who pulled his muscle and some other who fell nearing the finishing line. My real standard still not there yet. However i did wad i could at that pt of time... im proud of myself.

2 days of intensive racing and now my body seems as tho its gonna be pulled asunder by 4 Turbo-Charged Evos attached to my limbs. not to mention tat ankle of mine... got to get an artificial 1 soon.. i cant even fall aslp i have not idea why tho.

And i tot about you just when i was dying in the finishing kick. Thanks for giving me strength. Tho u may not be watching.

Soon everything will be over. The relays... YES. and i'll soon be retrenched by my... not v good coach aka teacher in charge. I wonder how the team will be without my lead LOL. seriously the team needs me as the sole line of communication. Oh well.. there's always the newly appointed captain. Well den. It'll be THREE As tat im aiming for next.

Wads so hard aniway hahaa.. Im already seen the worst..

It'll be over soon eh.. ahh i wonder how life will be lyk den.

Why its 4 by 400 tmr... a mixture of feelings.. at one pt i relaly hoped to stop running. on the other i hope to qualify the finals tmr.. wthH..

Oh well... after friday i can eat wadeva i can.. tat;s something to celebrate abt... yay